Love hurts, love scars,
Love wounds, and mars,
Any heart, not tough,
Or strong, enough
To take a lot of pain,
Take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud
Holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Im young, I know,
But even so
I know a thing, or two
I learned, from you
I really learned a lot,
Really learned a lot
Love is like a flame
It burns you when it's hot
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Some fools think of happiness
Blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
They're not foolin me

I know it isn't true,
I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh,ooh love hurts
Ooh,ooh love hurts

[guitar solo]

I know it isn't true,
I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie,
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts
Ooh ooh love hurts
Ooh ooh...

Ah yea, why Nazareth lyrics?
Because I'm feeling as pathetic as ever. At 40, getting fatter by the minute, and still having love on my mind? GET OVER IT ALREADY AND FACE THE FACTS! You aren't getting it again, you had your chance and you have the kids to show for it.
You know what is the most humiliating bit about it? Being exchanged for an OLDER version ffs. Only because she was so eager to bed him while her own husband was out of town.
Suicide is not an unfamiliar thought, that's for sure. And the first and foremost emotion holding me back was not love, it was overwhelming, crippling hatred. SHE will not get my children on top of my faithless partner. Shameful really, only living to hate... Thankfully the hate has turned into my despising them. I am managing with my life, kids are growing into lovely young people, I'm respected at my job. HE is hopping between jobs, creating debts, having huge disagreements with his love of his life, splitting up and getting back together.
You can't love a man whom you no longer respect. Although where does that leave me - choosing him to be the father of my children? Where's the keen eye I was so proud of?...